Matapos ang makailang pagbabalak at pagyaya, natuloy rin!Ito ang
supposed to be "FREEDOM CLIMB" ko at akyat para sa buwan ng Hunyo
(goal: isang bundok kada buwan).Pero after ArTrav nung Mayo, natigil ako nang
tatlong buwan.
Espesyal ang akyat
na ito dahil ito ang aking "resbak klaym" matapos dumaan sa isang
napakalaking pagsubok. But I guess, Im back! Malaki ang naitutulong ng
pag-akyat---lumalakas ang katawan, lumalakas ang loob, lumalawak ang pang-unawa,humahaba ang pasensya...at GUMAGALING ANG PUSONG SUGATAN.
Pagkababa (at
kahit habang nasa trail), nagkakaroon ka ng mga realizations.
>MAG-SOLO.May part ng trek na maari kang mag-solo. Dahil dyan, lalong lalakas ang loob mo.Di ka naman maliligaw kung ang puso mo ang gagawin mong guide.
>ABUTIN ANG PANGARAP gaano man kaimposible.Training climb ito ng iba naming kasamahan na aakyat sa Apo. Naisip ko lang, kung ang pinakamataas ngang bundok sa Pilipinas ay naaakyat, ano pa ang iyong pangarap?Abot-kamay.Abutin mo!
>MAG-SOLO.May part ng trek na maari kang mag-solo. Dahil dyan, lalong lalakas ang loob mo.Di ka naman maliligaw kung ang puso mo ang gagawin mong guide.
>ABUTIN ANG PANGARAP gaano man kaimposible.Training climb ito ng iba naming kasamahan na aakyat sa Apo. Naisip ko lang, kung ang pinakamataas ngang bundok sa Pilipinas ay naaakyat, ano pa ang iyong pangarap?Abot-kamay.Abutin mo!
>PACK LIGHT.As always.Mahirap ang mabigat/malaking bag
pagdating sa 'lubidan’. Para kang hinihila pababa. Ang masama, wala kang
babagsakan.
> RAINFOREST ang Makiling. Sagana ang biodiversity. Sagana ka rin sa pawis mo na tumatagaktak na parang ulan.
>“LEAVE NO TRACE.”Kalat mo, tago mo.
> RAINFOREST ang Makiling. Sagana ang biodiversity. Sagana ka rin sa pawis mo na tumatagaktak na parang ulan.
>“LEAVE NO TRACE.”Kalat mo, tago mo.
> MAG-PICTORIAL.Huwag
mahiyang mag-pichuran. Kaya ka nga umakyat eh. Charot!Learn to appreciate the
beauty of nature. I-upload sa Facebook para makita ng mga friends. Hehe. Para
maisip nila, “Ay!Ang ganda ng mundo. Alagaan natin ito.” (parang slogan-making
contest lang o!)
> ENJOY THE DAYHIKE.
Di ka kasi pwede mag-overnight. (Goodluck sa limatik!)
> CHECK-UP.From time
to time, make it a point, na mag-chek-apan kayo ng kasunod mo kung may limatik
ka sa likod or somewhere sa face mo. Di mo namalayan, nasa tenga , bibig o mata
mo na pala (gaya ng nangyari sa akin).
>IT PAYS TO READ. Aaminin
ko. Sa lahat ng akyat, ito ang hindi ko inaral.Hindi ako nag-check ng blog ni sir
G about sa limatik. Ayan tuloy, disaster! (Salamat na lang kay sir Paul na
nagtanggal ng limatik sa mata ko gamit ang tyani.)
>BAND-AID.It’s a
must! Nakakalungkot na pag may nangailangan, wala kang maialok.
>DRINK BUCO JUICE instead
of softdrinks.
>WAG CHOCOLATE NANG
CHOCOLATE sa trail. OK pa rin ang pasas at pineapple tidbits.
>BE FRIENDLY sa mga
tao sa community. Say “Good morning” or “Magandang araw.” Basta batiin mo para
malaman mo na “tao” talaga kasi magri-response o ngingiti man lang.
>IGALANG ANG HIWAGA.I believe may kung anong hiwaga sa
Makiling.Kaya sana, sikaping makababa bago mag-alas sais.Musta namn ang nasa
bato, Ivan? Nakita mo ba?
>BE CAREFUL.Ingat sa
pagsara ng zipper ng bag.Ayan tuloy, wazak! Salamat sa kapote ni Dawn na
ginawang pansara.
>HINDI ITO “MAHULI,
TAYA!”It doesn’t matter kung mauna o mahuli ka. In the end, kayo rin naman
ang magkikita-kita sa finals este sa base pala. Maghihintayan kayo pati sa
pagligo. “LEARN TO WAIT” is the best policy. Maliban na lang kung gusto mo nang
mauna kasi may kakatagpuin ka pang dyowa. Tama ba si Iggy?Hehe
> Para kay B:
Na-realized kong ang relasyon natin ay parang Mt.Makiling. WALANG CLEARING. Malabo.
So where do broken hearts go? Sa Mt.Makiling. Sa case ko. For I
know, ang akyat na ito ay PARA KAY B. B as in BIGO. But I guess,I’m OK
now.Yeah,I supposed. BAKA.
Ito ang kuwento ko.Ito ang kalagayan ng puso ko.
-Heart of Mars 8/25/2012
But opkors, bilang ikaw si Mars, god of war, lalaban at lalaban ka.
Take a lesson from the tree in the wind...
As the wind blows through its branches and tries to pull it out on the ground,
the tree grows deeper roots to hold in the soil and to be able to resist the wind.
In my case, GOD wants me to have a deeper relationship with Him...to become more dependent on Him...not just in times when I desperately need His help
but to have a very intimate relationship with Him.
Just like the trees, He wants me to be more dependent on Him in each an every day of my life. This is GOD's way of saying: 'Stay in My arms, My,child and I will keep you safe.'
Amen.
STATUS: HEALING.
Aba!Aba!
Ito ang kuwento ko.Ito ang kalagayan ng puso ko.
-Heart of Mars 8/25/2012
But opkors, bilang ikaw si Mars, god of war, lalaban at lalaban ka.
Take a lesson from the tree in the wind...
As the wind blows through its branches and tries to pull it out on the ground,
the tree grows deeper roots to hold in the soil and to be able to resist the wind.
In my case, GOD wants me to have a deeper relationship with Him...to become more dependent on Him...not just in times when I desperately need His help
but to have a very intimate relationship with Him.
Just like the trees, He wants me to be more dependent on Him in each an every day of my life. This is GOD's way of saying: 'Stay in My arms, My,child and I will keep you safe.'
Amen.
STATUS: HEALING.
Aba!Aba!
This is one of the most important things you can do to help yourself deal with adversity,grief and stress. Keep a gratitude journal. Write down all the things that you have to be thankful for...all the answered prayers you've had...any kindnesses you've been shown... all the trials you've overcome in the past...all the things that have brought you joy...when you are feeling really low, take it out and look at it...it truly helps to lift your spirits and get your eyes off of the things around you and onto Jesus.
ReplyDeleteThe word "good-bye" has the word "good" within it, because no matter how bad a "good-bye" might feel, you must always appreciate the good that once was, and the good that's left behind thanks to memories or lessons.
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The thing about life that I've learned is that you're going to get hurt. You're going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You're going to suffer some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you're alive again. Life just kind of restarts.
ReplyDeleteSometimes it is scary to share our feelings.
ReplyDeleteIn the past I've kept quiet in order to keep peace in relationships. I've learned that the most important relationship we have is with our self.
Be true to you!! TRUST your self and your feelings.
Yung napakalaking pagsubok ay naging napakalaking pagsuko. My. father passed away last November 16, 2012. Sabi ko quotang-quota na si LORD. Wala na akong nanay, wala ng tatay. At wala pang boypren. Chos!I surrender all.
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